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alt_harry

That was an ~~ecxle~~ excellent afternoon. I wish we could do that more often.

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alt_ron

Heh.

You mean cause it looked s'if you didn't see wot sh e sees in him?

Eh. I actually think he's dead surpri sed she came round, y'know?

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alt_harry

Yeah, I think he is.

But that's it exactly. I dont want him to think I didn't know what she sees in him.

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alt_ron

Nah, s'alright.

You told him you're happy for him.

I think, really, he just sort of realised that it means you're the only one of us hasn't got a girl now. So I don't think he was cross. Jus t feeling a little awkward about it?

What was it like with Bell when you were seeing her? I mean was that-- Were you really together or just, y'know--like with Hydra?

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alt_harry

We were really together, it wasn't like with Hydra.

But

I couldn't tell her the truth. About anything. I didn't trust her enough. And she didn't exactly trust me either. And I knew I was making her a target and then she got a pin -- and that was awful. She didn't blame me, but we both knew it wouldn't have happened if we hadn't been dating.

So I broke things off because

Anyone I like gets used against me. Sooner or later. Anyone. It's bad enough when it's you. Katie wasn't even in the Order.

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alt_ron

Yeah. That must've been horrible. When she got the pin for the competition.

D'you think we should've told her about the Order?

D'you hear from her at all, now she's left school?

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alt_harry

I don't. Or at least, I haven't.

I think not telling her about the Order was the right decision. She had a Galleon. If she'd wanted to know more -- I think she'd have let me know.

From:

alt_ron

So, would you want to see her again after NEWTs? If she wanted to, I mean?

Or-

Is there anyone you fancy now?

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alt_harry

There are girls I've noticed but

I can't

It's too risky. For anyone.

Sooner or later they'd hurt her to try to control me. They'd put her in front of me and cruciate her. They did it to Draco, they've done it to you, they did it to Hermione, they sent Katie the pin. I can't protect anyone except by not letting anyone get close to me.

From:

alt_ron

Yeah.

Alright. So no girlfriends. For now. Gives you another reason to get into the fight and get it won!

From:

alt_ron

D'you ever think you'd want to have a shag with no strings attached, though?

I mean, well. The blokes in the department've got a place they go in New London. And, actually, there're some other places outside NL, too. No questions asked. No one talks. No one'd be a target afterwards. Just, y'know. Some galleons and as much time as you want to ask for.

I guess. I haven't been. But that's what I've heard.

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alt_harry

Oh, maybe. It sounds a little -- I don't know. I'll think about it.

From:

alt_ron

Or, hey.

Here's something. I hear Ptolemy and Karo Baddock have a thing for inviting people over for y'know, three-way. Catchlove was saying. Anywiz, if you didn't mind Baddock, Karo's not hard to look at, and if you got Baddock painted with a target for getting too close to you... that'd be a right shame.