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Somebody really was trying to kill me. I didnt believe Father when he said so.  Not all the way. But he was right.

Professor Macnair and Father had words, which means I am not supposed to ask what hapened. Father was angry with me a little but much more angry with Professor Macnair. I didn't say that last time I wrote because I was too ryled up (Professor McGonagall said that) to think straight about it. But now I see that Father was angry with me too.

Anyway Professor Macnair was back at the castle. Just like normal on Monday. Im glad I don't have classes with him because I don't know what I would say.

Match against Ravenclaw tomorrow! Ive set Dennis to getting my broom in order. He always does a good job with things. Because he is good at that.

Im a bit worried about Chang but I suppose it'll all be all right. Wish me luck Snakes!

I might not get to keep playing Quidditch.

Father says that he will be speaking with McGonagall and also Madam Hooch and if they cant make it safe for me to play then I won't be allowed to play at all.

I'm really kind of angry with Father for this. He told me it was okay to be angry with him as long as I was respectful, which I am trying to be. But he did say that maybe I would be allowed to play if things could be worked out. So I hope they are.

I'm glad he wrote me a letter though to tell me so I wouldn't be surprised by it.

but is it bad luck to say I'm nervous too?

So far Quidditch practice has been brilliant. It's one thing to play with just Draco and me and it's another thing to play with a whole team. Usually Draco and me would either just throw the Quaffle around with Hydra or we'd let the Snitch out and see who could catch it first, but this is different.

Since Professor McGonagall wrote about the weird journal entries that keep coming up, I asked Moebius about them. He said we wouldn't get in trouble if we read them but we ought to try not to if we could possibly help it. I keep looking back at it, anyway, so it's good we won't get in trouble. I can't really help it, it bothers me alot. He said that Mudbloods don't steal magic. But it doesn't have to be them that steals the magic. If I were a Muggle, I would probably want my kid to be a wizard, because it's always been so much better to be a wizard. I bet that muggle grown-ups do it, and put the magic into their kids. So Mudbloods don't really have magic, and we can't marry Mudbloods because then our kids will be weak, but it's their parents fault.

Even if it is their parents fault they obviously can't be allowed to be like us, because if they were then people would probably want to be friends with Mudbloods and maybe marry them, and then the kids would be weak, and everyone would just be unhappy. Besides, when Muggles ruled the world we had World Wars and pollution and religious fanatics and things, and now we can make sure that they behave right. All the Mudbloods I've ever met haven't been like that, but the Muggles I've met have been awful. I can see why Father had to make sure things changed.

I don't understand why people can't see that.

Sometimes I wish that I wasn't Father's son because then I would know for sure if I was actually any good at anything. I hate it when people are nice just because of Father.

Draco, you had better do what I asked you to.