No, it's better that we get to it today, before you have to show up at your lessons.
The truth is, I don't know how many answers I have for you. Your Father is displeased with a number of people right now, me included. I believe he's on the verge of determining that I haven't done my duty in a satisfactory way. To you, specifically.
And for what it's worth, I'm sorry. For what ended up happening. All of it. I tried to do what I thought was right, but I fouled it all up. Again. And I'm sorry you're in trouble because of me. You don't deserve it.
You've been
You've been doing everything you could, and I know it, and it's my fault that I haven't done things properly, not yours. And I know that you've done what you've done for My Father, but you've also done it for me. And you've never done me wrong. Ever.
No matter what ends up happening, I want you to know that.
Hey - you didn't foul up and you don't need to apologise.
You Father wants me and others to turn you into someone you're not, and the fact of it is that I can't, because I'm not the person he thinks I am. Anymore, I mean.
He's going to find that out, sooner or later. And it's nothing to do with you.
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Date: 2012-02-26 08:47 pm (UTC)Don't know if I have anyI just returned to the castle a bit ago. I'll be settled back into my rooms within the hour.
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Date: 2012-02-26 08:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-02-26 09:00 pm (UTC)The truth is, I don't know how many answers I have for you. Your Father is displeased with a number of people right now, me included. I believe he's on the verge of determining that I haven't done my duty in a satisfactory way. To you, specifically.
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Date: 2012-02-26 09:13 pm (UTC)Okay.
I'll be by soon.
And for what it's worth, I'm sorry. For what ended up happening. All of it. I tried to do what I thought was right, but I fouled it all up. Again. And I'm sorry you're in trouble because of me. You don't deserve it.
You've been
You've been doing everything you could, and I know it, and it's my fault that I haven't done things properly, not yours. And I know that you've done what you've done for My Father, but you've also done it for me. And you've never done me wrong. Ever.
No matter what ends up happening, I want you to know that.
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Date: 2012-02-26 09:16 pm (UTC)You Father wants me
and othersto turn you into someone you're not, and the fact of it is that I can't, because I'm not the person he thinks I am. Anymore, I mean.He's going to find that out, sooner or later. And it's nothing to do with you.
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Date: 2012-02-26 09:20 pm (UTC)...okay.
I'll be up soon.