alt_harry: (thinking Y5)
[personal profile] alt_harry
Sally-Anne, you okay? Hydra? Justin?

I've been thinking.

And I just wanted to say

Mrs Longbottom and Mr Lupin were right.

I made a bad call. We should've tried harder to get someone at the party to listen, or written them to tell them what was going on. We got lucky, but like Mrs Longbottom said, luck isn't a good substitute for competence. We were lucky that Professor Dolohov removed those curses, and that they stopped when they did. We were lucky that they weren't trying to kill us, just keep us pinned down. And if Arista hadn't had the Felix, it's hard to tell, but it probably would've been a lot worse. And next time around we won't have that.

This is my responsibility. This is my fault, and I'm sorry.

I guess we ought to do a post thing. At least that's what I've been thinking about all morning.

We got Arista and Hector, and we all got out of there alive. Which are all good things. And trying to help Arista and Hector was the right thing to do. The way we did it could've been better.

We didn't know Professor Dolohov and Mr Crouch would come down there like they did. But I think we overestimated how prepared we were for that kind of fight if we were going to run into other people. We're good. The best in our class. Just not good enough yet. And I think that's what got us. Why we thought we could do it on our own. But the reason we succeeded wasn't because of anything we were doing, we succeeded because they decided to stop.

Splitting up was a bad idea. I think. Maybe fighting in a larger group we could've done more, but then they might've got more serious about trying to kill us instead of picking us off one by one. I'm not sure. The Department of Mysteries was confusing with the doors and things, and I think that threw us more than it should've too.

No matter what, though, we need to work harder. Lots. This isn't OWLs, or Umbridge. We've got to be better prepared next time.

Even though they were pretty angry about everything, I think they're still planning on letting us in. The Order I mean. For the people who want it. They would've said if they were reconsidering. But we're going to have to work harder with that too. To show them that we can be depended on. And that we can learn from our mistakes, and sort out when we need to ask someone else for help. And not try to do everything. We've done a lot of good things. And I think everyone on this is really brave, and brilliant, and I'm glad none of you died. And Cedric and Katie and Linus did a good job too.

Anyways. Maybe we could meet and talk about it?

And about the other thing too. The ceremony.

Date: 2013-06-02 07:55 pm (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (I will find a way)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
If Arista hadn't had the felix, she never would have found her father's diary and we never would have known she was down there. And she'd be dead and none of us would ever know what happened to her.

So.

I don't think there's much point in that particular what if.

Also, Harry, don't be an idiot. I am not your responsibility. I'm your friend. There's a difference.

Date: 2013-06-02 08:57 pm (UTC)
alt_ron: (34_disagrees)
From: [personal profile] alt_ron
Yeah, mate.

I was there because Arista needed help. Not because you did anything at all. I mean, I'm glad you were there, but I'd have gone anyway, even if you hadn't.

And about that luck potion... see, I think if it would all have gone better if we'd got adults to go with us, then we'd have been able to find them when we tried. And if it would have turned out better if the adults had been there to fight, then the potion would've made it turn out that way.

But think about it. When we got there, Mrs Selwyn was connected to that whatever it was you broke, and Arista said they were using it on her mum first because they needed to adjust the magic to her first. And then they were going to start on Arista next, and then Hector. And they were doing it last night. But where were they? The people who were doing it? Gone. To do what? Smoke a pipe? Have a cuppa? They weren't there because Arista drank luck. And we came. Not the Order.

Think about that.

And then, see, I think about what could've happened if they had come with us. Or instead of us.

For one thing, it would've taken too long. I mean, none of them could have left the wedding and not be noticed like we did. Bill couldn't. And we couldn't even find Madam Pomfrey or Professor Sprout to let them know. And where were the others? They were off wheverever they said, having a meeting. They were busy when we left, and what if they hadn't seen a message even if we'd sent one?

Anywiz, whatever. Even if they'd got there just as quickly as we did, what would have happened when Dolohov and Crouch turned up? They'd have all fought, and they'd've all used worse spells on each other. And Crouch and Dolohov would've called in MLE, who were all just right across the building. It would've taken no time. And then the Longbottoms, and Mr Shacklebolt, and Mr Lupin, and Sirius Black, and Miss Tonks, and whoever all'd come, they'd all've been dead or arrested or on the run. And Arista might've been dead. Hector, too.

Date: 2013-06-02 09:33 pm (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (surely you are having me on)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
Yeah, I get the impression that the Order likes to PLAN. That if they need to break into the Order of Mysteries to save someone they'd want to have an inside contact and know the precise schedules of of the staff and maybe the names of their supervisors so that they can send an owl that looks like it's from someone's supervisor to lure away the bloke who's supposed to be guarding.

(Except for Sirius Black but I think maybe the rest of them sit on him sometimes.)

I mean they wanted to get Terry away from Carrow and they didn't because they couldn't arrange things as perfectly as they thought they needed to. And then Carrow put Fidelius on Lincoln Castle and after that they couldn't. For ages.

It's not that they're not good people but maybe there really is a reason that WE were the ones who were needed last night.

And none of us died, not even me.

Date: 2013-06-02 09:41 pm (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (I will find a way)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
And maybe that's really what the Prophecy means, that you told us about when you joined the Lock. It's not that you've got some special powers that will let you kill the Lord Protector (even though Director Selwyn failed). Because really, that's crazy, you know? Maybe what it means is that you'll be the one who's there, in the right moment. You'll have the means. Somehow.

Probably first it might be good to figure out how to keep him from coming back again, though.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:59 am (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (my friends make me smile)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
Oh, Harry! ACT LIKE A SLYTHERIN. Tell her we're really, really sorry and we're just so grateful we were lucky and no one died and next time, of course, we'll tell them.

Because we will, probably. Right? I mean we TRIED this time, after all.

Date: 2013-06-02 10:26 pm (UTC)
alt_ron: (14_ron)
From: [personal profile] alt_ron
Hm.

Yeah, I won't argue with you about needing to prepare more. We've got CCF coming up, and then we need to not fluff off the rest of the summer.

I reckon the Order are going to be more keen on being sure we get the training we need. After last night. So that's a good thing about it, too.

If you squint.

Date: 2013-06-03 01:05 am (UTC)
alt_justin: (Je sais comme il faut)
From: [personal profile] alt_justin
Harry,

I'm much better, thank you, though in truth, nothing of consequence happened to me, not compared to our Sally-Anne or Hermione, what.

(Though I don't mind saying going to sleep was--quite difficult last night. Trusting that closing one's eyes would be all right, if you follow me.)

But see here, old man, you mustn't think you led us into anything we weren't willing to do. I say, it's part of why we started using the Galleon for Defence practice, what. It's part of why we'll continue to prepare ourselves to fight, when we must do.

We were all bally well lucky, but that just means we've a better idea than we ever had before of what we need to learn and practice.

-Justin

Date: 2013-06-03 02:30 am (UTC)
alt_neville: (Haunted)
From: [personal profile] alt_neville
It's funny...I feel like I let you all down, too. Because I wasn't there--although I wasn't at the wedding because I'm not in CCF. And I'm not in CCF because I crashed my broom in the trials. Although it's even more laughable to think I could have made Professor Dolohov break into as much as one bead of sweat, if I'd tried crossing wands with him. Much less Mr Crouch! I probably would have ended up breaking my wand or something.

I dunno--I probably would have been more useful running interference for you all back at the wedding. Although it sounds like Moon and Diggory and Katie Bell did a fine job of that on their own.

But more than that, I'm just kicking myself that I was playing chess with Evelyn last night and didn't look at my journal once. I could have passed the word onto the Order! I could have let Fred or George or Lee know, and they could have sent the message along.

Ron's right, though, too--if they had known, they probably would have come charging in, and lots more people would have been hurt. Or even died.

Date: 2013-06-03 02:40 am (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (I will find a way)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
Well see, SEE, that's just proof that Ron's theory was right. We were there BECAUSE of the Felix Felicis because we were the only ones who could in and get her out and have it not all go pear-shaped. (Well, more pear-shaped. At least no one died.)

Because HOW OFTEN do you go for an entire evening not looking in your journal once, Neville? Maybe you didn't because we were REALLY LUCKY NOT TO HAVE THE ORDER THERE.

I mean not that we should make 'obviously we're better off without them' an assumption going forward. But.

Date: 2013-06-03 02:42 am (UTC)
alt_terry: (Terry assessing)
From: [personal profile] alt_terry
Huh. That's a really interesting theory.

I wonder exactly how far the influence of Felix Felicis spreads? Because I could have passed word along, too, but I just happened to spend yesterday afternoon and evening as the Professor, and dogs don't read journals. It felt like just a whim, to stay in my animagus form for several hours. Was it Arista taking the potion, hundreds of miles away, that nudged me into transforming?

I guess I'll meet her and her brother soon. I hope they like it here. We'll do all we can to make them feel at home as quickly as possible, although of course, it's going to be hard for them.

Date: 2013-06-03 02:47 am (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (I don't want to talk about it right now.)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
Yeah. They lost both their parents, and their home, and all their friends (except for Ron).

AND they're being sent to live with people they've grown up thinking were the enemy.

At least there are a lot of other children there, right?

Date: 2013-06-03 02:58 am (UTC)
alt_terry: (Terry assessing)
From: [personal profile] alt_terry
Yes, over sixty, all sorts of ages. They'll find friends all right.

Sarah Fawcett said she'd look out for them...after all, she's in sort of the closest situation. Many of the kids here were rescued by the Order when they were babies and toddlers, and don't really know anything different, but Sarah grew up in the Protectorate and then had to give up everything about the life she knew to come here.

Mr and Mrs Longbottom are wonderful, and so are all the other teachers. I suppose it'll be easier for Hector, since he's younger, and he won't remember so much about the life he's lost.

Ugh, sounds sort of cold to say it that way. But it's true.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:13 am (UTC)
alt_susan: (unhappy)
From: [personal profile] alt_susan
I wonder about that too, Terry. I felt off all day yesterday, and I'd been sort of ignoring it and hoping it would go away, but then I felt worse during dinner and it just seemed the most natural thing in the world to Floo back to school and lie down.

And I felt terrible for not being there, but maybe if I had been I'd have dragged the lot of you down somehow.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:18 am (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (someday I will be taller)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
Oh you looked WRETCHED at dinner.

I really hope the felix felicis didn't make you ill. That seems unfair, somehow. That one person's good luck would be another person's rotten luck.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:23 am (UTC)
alt_susan: (unhappy)
From: [personal profile] alt_susan
Maybe it just made me feel it more, or stop being able to ignore it?

I don't know, but either way, I keep trying to tell myself it was for the best. Because I feel awful about not being there to help, but it'd be worse if I'd been there and made a mistake that somehow muffed the whole thing.

How're you feeling? If you're not sick of people asking you.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:26 am (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (Meh.)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
I'm fine, thanks.

I hope you feel recovered by tomorrow, at least?

Date: 2013-06-03 03:35 am (UTC)
alt_susan: (cynical face)
From: [personal profile] alt_susan
I hope so, but if not...I could probably vom on command at the beginning of Dark Arts?

It would certainly be distracting.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:36 am (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (my friends make me smile)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
That might come in handy.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:48 am (UTC)
alt_evelyn: (Default)
From: [personal profile] alt_evelyn
That makes sense.

It also makes sense that there's loads more work we have to do, too. And I can see why the Order wouldn't be pleased.

Mum said that, Harry? She must've been furious.

Date: 2013-06-03 02:42 am (UTC)
alt_sally_anne: (my friends make me smile)
From: [personal profile] alt_sally_anne
I mean if it were Lee who went a whole evening not reading his journal it wouldn't mean anything.

But you're almost as bad as I am. And I'm pretty bad. About checking my journal CONSTANTLY, I mean.

Date: 2013-06-03 02:46 am (UTC)
alt_neville: (Attentive)
From: [personal profile] alt_neville
Well, I was checking it earlier--you'll remember the private message I sent you while you were at the wedding. But I guess I must have closed it right before Ron heard from Arista and then, yeah, I didn't open it again all evening.

It was a really good chess game, though.

Date: 2013-06-03 03:47 am (UTC)
alt_evelyn: (sweet thoughts)
From: [personal profile] alt_evelyn
It was, wasn't it?

Like the best sort of sticky arithmancy problem where you solve a bit and the rest makes sense.

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