For what it's worth, I'm not surprised you feel that way. You barely know anyone in the Order yet, and the people you do know haven't exactly presented themselves in the best light, always.
But as far as swearing an oath, it's not exactly like that. It's not like a magical tattoo and undying devotion or anything. It's more like promising to honour the goals and precepts of the Order and to serve its interests to the best of one's ability. Actually, I think one could almost swear whatever feels right to say, and Mrs Longbottom would try to support it.
But it does require a sincere desire to help the Order, and it's not fair to expect you to feel that way. Not yet.
Even if it's just a promise and not an oath, they made you take an Unbreakable Vow. At twelve.
Is it fair to expect me to ever help the Order?
They may want the Lord Protector dead and gone, but I reckon they'd lump my parents in on that list, as well. Probably Raz, too. Those aren't goals I can honour.
Magical tattoos are snitch. Maybe I'd join up if they had one, but it'd probably be something hideous like a paw-print.
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Date: 2013-05-10 08:48 pm (UTC)I'm not taking an oath for any adult - never.
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Date: 2013-05-10 08:53 pm (UTC)But as far as swearing an oath, it's not exactly like that. It's not like a magical tattoo and undying devotion or anything. It's more like promising to honour the goals and precepts of the Order and to serve its interests to the best of one's ability. Actually, I think one could almost swear whatever feels right to say, and Mrs Longbottom would try to support it.
But it does require a sincere desire to help the Order, and it's not fair to expect you to feel that way. Not yet.
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Date: 2013-05-10 09:01 pm (UTC)Is it fair to expect me to ever help the Order?
They may want the Lord Protector dead and gone, but I reckon they'd lump my parents in on that list, as well. Probably Raz, too. Those aren't goals I can honour.
Magical tattoos are snitch. Maybe I'd join up if they had one, but it'd probably be something hideous like a paw-print.
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Date: 2013-05-11 12:11 am (UTC)Not if it's something you don't want to do.
Maybe... I mean, it's worth considering an alliance, yeah? Working for mutual purposes?
Would you
Is it okay if I join?
And maybe it'd be worth meeting Mrs Longbottom. Just to talk. You know. Ask questions.
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Date: 2013-05-11 12:12 am (UTC)A pink toad, and NEVER FORGET underneath it or something.
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Date: 2013-05-11 12:13 am (UTC)