Private Message to Hydra

[alt_harry]

Hydra

you've got to

let me explain.

I had to practise. Because they're making me punish Her my mudblood. So Raz set it up with Professor Grubbly-Plank so I could work on it with a niffler she had because if I didn't I probably wouldn't be able to do it properly and I'd get in trouble and she'd get punished even more

and that's what you saw.

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[alt_hydra]

Oh, I remember now. I didn't know that she was still being punished for it, I thought it was over.

I should stop calling her Hermione in writing.

What will they do to her if you don't cruciate her, though? Do you know?

From,
Hydra

[alt_harry]

I don't know.

They might take her away. Or do something worse.

After what happened after the second task, I don't want to find out.

[alt_hydra]

Harry.

They might do that anyway. They can do whatever they want, whenever they want.

It isn't safe to care about anything,

but I just can't help it and I do.

I hate it. I think you must, too.

From,
Hydra

[alt_harry]

Yeah.

I do.

And just because it isn't safe doesn't mean I'm going to stop caring either.

Even if they want me to.

[alt_hydra]

I know. Me either. Sometimes it seems like the only thing left.


I don't know what to say now. I feel like...

I don't know.

Will we you be all right?

From,
Hydra

[alt_harry]

I think so.

Yeah.

You?

[alt_hydra]

I think so. I still wish I knew where Tevis was. It would be useful to know legilimency.

But sometimes I think no one should have that kind of power. No one does anything good with it. That's why I want to learn occlumency.

[alt_harry]

Yeah?

Maybe Raz knows. Without, you know, having to ask.

Occlumency would be better than legilimency, yeah. Because you're protecting what's yours. Instead of taking something from someone.

And sometimes I don't want to know what people really think.

That would be really dangerous.

And wrong.

If you think Tevis is here, we can go looking for him tomorrow. If you want.

[alt_hydra]

All Mummy said was that Tevis is alive and being cared for. I suppose that ought to be enough, but I don't really know if her idea of "cared for" is the same as mine. I'm not sure that he's anywhere around here, but it seems strange to imagine Mummy bothering herself with him for long...

Yes, that's exactly it about occlumency. It's protection.

Uncle Raz is trying to teach me, as best he can. It's not exact since he's not a legilimens, but he says there's still techniques I can practise.

From,
Hydra

[alt_harry]

She probably wouldn't put him where you could find him, though.

And that's sort of ace. You know, actually trying to learn it and all.

Let me know how it goes, yeah?

[alt_hydra]

She might not expect me to go looking, either. It's hard to say. I never know how to predict what she'll do or how she'll react. You probably feel the same way sometimes.

Yes, I can let you know. Maybe he can try to teach you, too, if you decide it's what you want.

From,
Hydra

[alt_harry]

Okay.

And I do know how that feels.

Especially lately.

And you've got a point. If you want to look, just to see, we can.