Order Only: Private message to Sirius and Remus

[alt_harry]

So, we got together yesterday and had Sally-Anne practice changing Ron into various animals to see what would happen. That got us thinking about animagi. There are five in the Order: Sirius, Professor Dumbledore, Terry, Ron, and Rachel. Right?

But there was also Peter Pettigrew once, years ago. Before he betrayed my parents. I mean, he was your best friend, wasn't he? Thinking about animagi got me thinking about him and I was wondering what you can tell me about him. What he was like before he was a traitor.

Did you ever think he'd betray you?

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[alt_sirius]

You can imagine, Harry, that Remus and I have been over this ourselves a few times since working out the truth. Peter had been turning me, in particular, against Remus, as well, for a long time before we learned that Voldemort was coming after your parents.

I can't even be certain now whether making Peter their Secret Keeper was really my own idea or one that Peter actually planted through hints and other signals.

And when he disappeared ... I let my worst assumptions guide me, I suppose.

This is rather a morbid discussion, though, Harry. Why ask about Peter, out of all of us?

[alt_harry]

I was thinking the other day about how vulnerable we are.

The Lock didn't exist when Peter betrayed my parents. Did he know anyone else who was in the Order? I mean -- was the organisation at all secret back then?

[alt_sirius]

Hm, well, you've got that photo of us, haven't you? We're not all in it - and there were still some secret members none of us knew, like Snape - but we were also smaller than we are now, as well.

We were secret in the sense that neither the Ministry nor the Death Eaters could confirm we existed, and we had to keep our identities just as protected from them as we do now. Is that what you mean?

[alt_lupin]

And of course it was the Death Eaters who were the outlaws at the time. Things were still a bit secretive, because the Death Eaters had infiltrated MLE and so many other places -- I think when we joined it was less an organisation with oaths and a name and more a matter of, 'I know I can trust you, you, and you.'

Peter might have known more about the more secretive people than I did. I don't know.

[alt_harry]

Also, that story he told Mr Lupin about Dumbledore using them as bait.

How sure are you that he wouldn't have done that?

[alt_sirius]

I'm not sure it's beyond

You've seen enough of how Albus does things to know that he could have done that but the point is that he didn't do it. He wanted them to hide and use the Fidelius as protection. And he had no idea until afterward that I wasn't the Secret Keeper.

Besides, there was no discussion - ever - of laying a trap for Voldemort at Godric's Hollow. He never contacted me in the days leading up to the attack .... No, I don't believe it was ever part of Albus's plan.

[alt_lupin]

For all that Dumbledore's come up with some rather odd plans over the years -- if he intended to use someone as bait, there'd be a trap set up somewhere.