I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up To No Good

[alt_harry]

Sally-Anne, you okay? Hydra? Justin?

I've been thinking.

And I just wanted to say

Mrs Longbottom and Mr Lupin were right.

I made a bad call. We should've tried harder to get someone at the party to listen, or written them to tell them what was going on. We got lucky, but like Mrs Longbottom said, luck isn't a good substitute for competence. We were lucky that Professor Dolohov removed those curses, and that they stopped when they did. We were lucky that they weren't trying to kill us, just keep us pinned down. And if Arista hadn't had the Felix, it's hard to tell, but it probably would've been a lot worse. And next time around we won't have that.

This is my responsibility. This is my fault, and I'm sorry.

I guess we ought to do a post thing. At least that's what I've been thinking about all morning.

We got Arista and Hector, and we all got out of there alive. Which are all good things. And trying to help Arista and Hector was the right thing to do. The way we did it could've been better.

We didn't know Professor Dolohov and Mr Crouch would come down there like they did. But I think we overestimated how prepared we were for that kind of fight if we were going to run into other people. We're good. The best in our class. Just not good enough yet. And I think that's what got us. Why we thought we could do it on our own. But the reason we succeeded wasn't because of anything we were doing, we succeeded because they decided to stop.

Splitting up was a bad idea. I think. Maybe fighting in a larger group we could've done more, but then they might've got more serious about trying to kill us instead of picking us off one by one. I'm not sure. The Department of Mysteries was confusing with the doors and things, and I think that threw us more than it should've too.

No matter what, though, we need to work harder. Lots. This isn't OWLs, or Umbridge. We've got to be better prepared next time.

Even though they were pretty angry about everything, I think they're still planning on letting us in. The Order I mean. For the people who want it. They would've said if they were reconsidering. But we're going to have to work harder with that too. To show them that we can be depended on. And that we can learn from our mistakes, and sort out when we need to ask someone else for help. And not try to do everything. We've done a lot of good things. And I think everyone on this is really brave, and brilliant, and I'm glad none of you died. And Cedric and Katie and Linus did a good job too.

Anyways. Maybe we could meet and talk about it?

And about the other thing too. The ceremony.

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[alt_ron]

Yeah, mate.

I was there because Arista needed help. Not because you did anything at all. I mean, I'm glad you were there, but I'd have gone anyway, even if you hadn't.

And about that luck potion... see, I think if it would all have gone better if we'd got adults to go with us, then we'd have been able to find them when we tried. And if it would have turned out better if the adults had been there to fight, then the potion would've made it turn out that way.

But think about it. When we got there, Mrs Selwyn was connected to that whatever it was you broke, and Arista said they were using it on her mum first because they needed to adjust the magic to her first. And then they were going to start on Arista next, and then Hector. And they were doing it last night. But where were they? The people who were doing it? Gone. To do what? Smoke a pipe? Have a cuppa? They weren't there because Arista drank luck. And we came. Not the Order.

Think about that.

And then, see, I think about what could've happened if they had come with us. Or instead of us.

For one thing, it would've taken too long. I mean, none of them could have left the wedding and not be noticed like we did. Bill couldn't. And we couldn't even find Madam Pomfrey or Professor Sprout to let them know. And where were the others? They were off wheverever they said, having a meeting. They were busy when we left, and what if they hadn't seen a message even if we'd sent one?

Anywiz, whatever. Even if they'd got there just as quickly as we did, what would have happened when Dolohov and Crouch turned up? They'd have all fought, and they'd've all used worse spells on each other. And Crouch and Dolohov would've called in MLE, who were all just right across the building. It would've taken no time. And then the Longbottoms, and Mr Shacklebolt, and Mr Lupin, and Sirius Black, and Miss Tonks, and whoever all'd come, they'd all've been dead or arrested or on the run. And Arista might've been dead. Hector, too.

[alt_sally_anne]

Yeah, I get the impression that the Order likes to PLAN. That if they need to break into the Order of Mysteries to save someone they'd want to have an inside contact and know the precise schedules of of the staff and maybe the names of their supervisors so that they can send an owl that looks like it's from someone's supervisor to lure away the bloke who's supposed to be guarding.

(Except for Sirius Black but I think maybe the rest of them sit on him sometimes.)

I mean they wanted to get Terry away from Carrow and they didn't because they couldn't arrange things as perfectly as they thought they needed to. And then Carrow put Fidelius on Lincoln Castle and after that they couldn't. For ages.

It's not that they're not good people but maybe there really is a reason that WE were the ones who were needed last night.

And none of us died, not even me.

[alt_sally_anne]

And maybe that's really what the Prophecy means, that you told us about when you joined the Lock. It's not that you've got some special powers that will let you kill the Lord Protector (even though Director Selwyn failed). Because really, that's crazy, you know? Maybe what it means is that you'll be the one who's there, in the right moment. You'll have the means. Somehow.

Probably first it might be good to figure out how to keep him from coming back again, though.

[alt_harry]

Maybe.

I'll have to think on that some more.

I mean, I'm not going to just trust that it'll happen if I sit back and wait for it, you know?

But yeah, like Evs said. If it can be done, it can be undone.

[alt_harry]

Like how we were all wrong for last night but turned out being the only thing that could've done it in just that way.

Maybe.

I wonder if Mrs Longbottom will buy that we didn't write them because of the Felix?

It's worth a try.

[alt_sally_anne]

Oh, Harry! ACT LIKE A SLYTHERIN. Tell her we're really, really sorry and we're just so grateful we were lucky and no one died and next time, of course, we'll tell them.

Because we will, probably. Right? I mean we TRIED this time, after all.