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Private Message to Father
I'm sorry I made you angry, Father.
I know that I made the wrong decision to leave behind the symbol of Our Protectorate. I made a choice, and that choice wasn't the one you wanted me to make, and I accept that. And I'm sorry for bringing shame to our Protectorate and to you.
Please stop.
Show how merciful you can be, and how powerful Our Protectorate really is.
I am the reason you're angry.
Not these people.
Be angry with me.
Punish me.
I deserve it.
I know that I made the wrong decision to leave behind the symbol of Our Protectorate. I made a choice, and that choice wasn't the one you wanted me to make, and I accept that. And I'm sorry for bringing shame to our Protectorate and to you.
Please stop.
Show how merciful you can be, and how powerful Our Protectorate really is.
I am the reason you're angry.
Not these people.
Be angry with me.
Punish me.
I deserve it.