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Okay.

Why is Draco so hacked off?

And I just know he'll see this and go, "Oh, that figures, he's talking to her again without me," but it he asked for it, and it wasn't that big of a deal, was it? I thought you'd like

you know

a little bit of privacy because it's something we have to sort out together.

Not like asking Draco to be a part of it would be bad, but you know, I wanted you to be able to say anything you wanted. I didn't think it'd be that important to him.

And we were all talking about it together on that thing he wrote about his dad any ways so it's not like I was cutting him out on information or something. So what got his wand stuck up his arse? I'm doing EVERYTHING he's suggested, I've been TRYING to take his advice, but that must not be good enough.

Because apparently, I can't do anything right. Ever. For anybody.

The Weird Sisters are wicked!

I hope everyone's having a good time.

The food was really good, and everyone looks really nice.

So it turns out Cho just said yes because she thought she had to. Because it was me asking. And Cedric Diggory is her boyfriend. And now she's sad because she wanted to go with him.

So I told her that it was okay and she could go with him because that's what they both want.

And now he'll have to turn down Moon only that's not too bad because they were just going as friends.

But I have to ask someone else. Padma said I should ask Parvati because she's got a date but she doesn't like him.

I'd ask Hydra, but she's already got a date, and I don't want someone else getting broken up because of me.

I hate this. All of this. It's so stupid and complicated at the same time. And why didn't she just say she was going with Diggory? Did she really think she just couldn't say? Did she think I was that much of a prick or something that I wouldn't take no for an answer? And Parvati is probably going to say yes for the same reasons too. It's all a giant mess.

I still haven't figured out the second thing yet. Because alot of people have been asking, I figured I'd just tell everyone this way. It's still an egg. It still screeches when you open it. I tried putting earmuffs on it, but that didn't help.

Anyways. Who is staying here for the Yule Ball? I guess pretty much everyone is. And it'll be fun. I guess. It'll be fun spending Christmas here when everyone else will be here too.

Granger.

Here's your journal back.

People are going to be paying a lot of attention to what I say to you. And what I write to you. And what you say and write back. And it's important that you know your place. So I'll be expecting for you to address me properly from now on. Lesson learned.

I'll talk to you more tomorrow. I'm too tired to right now.

Hey.

I've been thinking the last few days. Alot.

I wanted to say I was sorry. For lots of things. But I wanted to say sorry first for what I said to you when I was angry. That was not on. And I'm sorry for your punishment. And that I didn't listen to you more.

Because you were right. I messed up. Okay? I made a mistake. It's my fault.

I can't promise anything, but I'm going to try to be better. I'm going to try and make a better impression for other people. Because I don't want either of you punished because of me like that any more. Not if I can do something about it. And I hope you're going to help me.

I think I've finally got it down.

But I want you to get me up early tomorrow so we can practice some more.

It'll be from far enough away so I want to make sure. How close does it have to be for it to work? I guess we'll find out. Or we could test it. Like from more than just across the room?

Maybe you could hold it for me just outside the stadium so it won't be so far away.

What do you think?

Will it work?

Raz and... everyone seems to think so. I'm just not sure if I do too.

I wonder what everyone else has planned.

I'm going to die, aren't I.

I don't know anything. Everyone else looks like they know what's going on and Delacour has been reading things. Should I be reading things? What things? Does she know something I don't?

I want to do more drill things today.

Cheers, Diggory.

Krum and Delacour too.

I don't know what happened with the Goblet. Or why it put out four names instead of three. But it doesn't matter. We're all Champions now.

And let the best ma person win.

Cheers about the song and all. And to Pansy too. And the music party was fun.

I saw what your father wrote.

I'm still not putting my name in.

I don't get it. Everyone thinks it's going to be me no matter what. I think if they wanted me to be champion so bad they should've waited until I was in sixth year. Then it would be more fair. Anyways. Father would be angry if I put my name in and it didn't pick me. Or if I got picked but lost the cup. So he'll just get angry at me now instead of later.